Tonight’s not my night. We married on Thursday. I have no regrets, but I can tell that my relationship with my companion is changing… I married her husband… What was I to expect?!

It’s not my doing but I have to be patient with her. I know this is new for my husband and her. I’ve been a co-wife before.

I miss him. And I miss her. Ever since my first night with him, she has been distant. I don’t want to lose my friend. I pray by Allah that He softens her heart.

I miss my husband and many would think that it’s easier being the 2nd, 3rd, or 4th wife, but I miss him as if I was his only wife.

This blog will enable me to get things off my chest. Can’t really talk to anyone…